TRUTH.......

Some friends come and go,

other ones in your life, they'll glow.

But no one can replace him

At times you'll pour your heart out,

At times you'll feel you need to scream and shout.

Sometimes they'll find someone new,

they may never talk to you again,

leaving you in the blue,

without any friends.

Day by day, comes and goes

And still you have no one to turn to,

No one to listen to all your woes.

To this day I still have no friend

now I am waiting for him, to come back again.

i know its utter foolishness.....

So now I'll just sit up and wait,

in my cold bed, up so late.

For all I know that they could be deceased.

All these feelings that I've built up inside,

Will never be released………………………..

blankness

MOM .....

Mom lives in a very that world, SMALL

It begins and ends at us

Husband, kids, home

We all are the only life 4 them

She is that in to it….

What we called is restricted..!!!

Sometimes we need to think

From their point of view….

And it’s our duty to look after them

We should love them

We should always keep them happy….

A small hug, kiss will make them feels heaven…

And in their whole life, they are waiting

For that feel,

That can happen always or once in their life time

Be with them and always…. Don’t let them feel alone

LOVE YOU MOM……….

Alone as always....

I don't know what the hell is my problem..... what ever I earn am loosing it twice faster ..  But now I think ,I came to know that its the demon in me that doing everything... Yes I don't know how to talk & behave . I hate this fucking world who treats.. being open minded and expressive , as a crime .... "Change yourself , you know, you need to change a lot".....sorry to say I don't even know what I need to change.....!!!!  

I treat and talk to everyone from my own point of view...""BIG MISTAKE"

On everything... I don't know about anything anymore, it seems like whenever I need help no one is there or someone just makes it worse... honestly, I feel like I'm drowning, and I don't even know if I can be helped anymore...I give up. Usually, I wouldn't say things like this, but right now, I feel empty & hopeless and just... I can't even think about positive shit anymore.... I just give up on everything.. why do I bother trying, nothing good ever happens to me anyways, I am truly alone & hopeless......

BLANKNESS.......

കാത്തിരിപ്പു

 ഒരു മാത്ര കണ്ടു
ഒരു ജന്മം കൊതിച്ചു
അറിയില്ല ഓമനേ
കാണുമോ ഒരിക്കല്‍ കൂടി .............


 എന്‍ ഹൃദയം തുടിക്കുന്നു
എന്‍ മിഴികള്‍ കാത്തിരിക്കുന്നു
നിന്‍ വരവിനായി
ഈ ജന്മം ഇല്ലെങ്കിലും
വരും ജന്മത്തിലെങ്കിലും
വരില്ലേ പ്രിയേ
എന്‍ ജീവിത നവ്കയില്‍ ........


 കഴിയില്ല പ്രിയേ
ജന്മ ജന്മന്ദര ബന്ദം
മറക്കുവാന്‍
ആയിരം കാതം അകലെയാണെങ്കിലും
കാതിരിപ്പൂ നിന്‍ വരവിനായി...

The very lonely days

The very lonely days are yet to come,

My heart beats always & says to me.

I am very afraid to be alone.

You were with me each days,

Supporting me on my falls.

You were with me each moments,

When someone left me, who is my dear one.

You were with me each seconds,

When my heart beats hard of fear

You were with me in each dismay

When I cried out without showing u,

You found that tears and wiped it .

But now am afraid of one day,

When you will not be with me

                                Such Case…..?????

from ,

YOUR LOVING GOOD FRIEND

Our Friendship.....

जो  भी  मैं  केहना  चाहूं ,

बर्बाद  करें  अलफ़ाज़  मेरे ,

अलफ़ाज़  मेरे ....

Your FRIENDSHIP made by God with his hands.........
He Poured his unconditional LOVE in to your FRIENDSHIP....
But he LOVED  one of you more than the other...........
And give him the right to control his Friendz life......
With that he made the other one CRY.....
But now.....
Pouring that unconditional LOVE on the other...
Given by GOD.....

LOVE YOU MAN MISS YOU LIKE HELL...