ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY

Lots of things I wish to say 
I think about you every day
I miss your laugh
I miss your smile
Neither lost nor forgotten...
I imagine them often

It just doesn’t seem real that you’re not around
I’ll never forget  the 26th of October...
As I sat on the bed, tears filled my eyes….
I found myself looking for you…..
Until I realized what was true...

I will never again see your wave and your smile...
We won’t stand on the street and visit for a while…
No visiting to cool bar.. no cigarettes with thumps up with u….
No “what are you doing tonight” or “I’ll see ya tomorrow”…
All of these things, I cherish so dearly …
In my heart, I remember so clearly…


I still talk to you ...
I know you can hear me…
Today I spoke of you and before I finished my sentence….
I could feel your presence...
Then .. a coincidence, or was it a sign?
The song that reminds me of you began to play…
“pehali nasar mein” …. With strumming
As If you knew I was thinking of you this day...
I smiled.. feeling you were there with me …
Again... I sat remembering…
Tears filled my eyes as I listened to the song.
But this time I accepted that you are gone.

Its getting an year..
Seems like forever….
I’ve asked myself and I’ve talked to God…..
How could he take you away for so long?
The only answer that makes any sense is ….
You’re in God’s hands now… 
As he planned
Watching us from above…
An Angel in heaven who will always be loved.....

BLANKNESS.........

Identity

Take a glance at me, 
what you see is not my true identity
Like everyone I have a covered identity, 
I wish always if you'd ever see, 
Its all about my thoughts, my deeds 
And whole my life till now makes me
But there are lots of things I may do 
But they can’t ever may not describe me.

My true identity has changed me, 
Changed  me to another to my friends and my family
My true identity is all that makes me .which  completes my life cycle

I am lost deep inside
If it’s not for my soul
I would be lost again
My true identity 
Is hard to see.

Once there was my buddy who knows what I am

And what my identity is… but he played an unfair game with me made me alone

Then now another came began to know everything my true identity

Try to Accept who you are
Recognize your own beauty
Identity isn't a need, 
Your identity should be your own
A better person you will be known 
This is me, this is my identity
My true identity is all full of beauty. 

photo courtesy: Alisina.org