Lonely Heart.......

When I first saw her, it was like something made me freeze…….

Without my permission my heart began to beat 4 her……….

What is love…??......4 me …..She was the answer  

She became a medicine for my broken heart…………..

Then I felt like, that medicine is a drug for me ……………

I felt I need 2 say, what I feel…….

But I know it’s difficult for a true love to say that 3 magical words……….

My heart said, offer my life to her………….but I know its not gonna happen….

I kept my silence… keep smiled in front of her …..With full of tears inside………..

It was everything or nothing….  I went with nothing………

I broke my heart again……. Don’t know y,

Am I  angry wid my heart, do I hate myself……. NOOOO……..

Only because, I began to love my loneliness more than anything …..

Am sure this loneliness won’t leave me, until I reach my best frndz new home……

BLANKNESS...............